Have you ever lost someone you love so much?

My Mom. I wanna believe that I've moved on but I don't know. It's like, I'm so okay at this very moment but later on I'm sure I'll be like, crying or remembering her again... I don't know when that sadness attacks. I'm so missing her... I sleep in her bedroom alone... I love her so very much... But I know she's in the better place now with God so I should be happy... Still I'm missing her... She went away last July 5, 2007. We discovered she's sick on her 55th birthday, June 22, 2006... I miss her... I miss her... I miss her... I sooo love her very much...